stairways to heaven

caution:
for those who would be watching this korean drama,
pls skip this blog entry.
 
this morning i woke up with puffy eyes... very puffy, it's like my
eye LIDS are filled with water. *sigh* there goes all eye masking
efforts. and i look ugly..... you know why? not just are my eyes
puffy,,, your nothing-better-to-do friend -- that's me, trimmed her
eye lashes. @#!! gosh $#@! what was i thinking! i trimmed my
EYE LASHES for goodness sake. it is now very short, and pricky
and when i wash my face, my lashes pricks my face!
you know, i was just being adventurous (spelling?)
my beautician said that for eye lashes to grow even longer, you've
got to trim it a little,,, but i trimmed A LOT. well well.
so ive got puffy eyes and nearly no eye lashes. *can faint*
i thought mascara would work but i was not quite right.
 
ok back to stairways to heaven. we all know abt the usual
brother-sister forbidden love, the amenesia fate,
plus the usual cancer stricken sob story of the lifetime.
but this one, wow. i cant help but sob my eyes out!
the brother who loves the step sis so much, he got himself
killed in a car accident so that he can donate his eyes (cornea)
to his sis.... so ultimate. it isnt just like that. i hated him
(in the story) before, becos he was unreasonable. he coerced
the girl to be with him eg: he said "bring my poster colours to
the art competition, that will mean you love me. if you dont turn up,
i will never paint again (he was an excellent, talented artist)"
she think think think, and really wish he could persue his talent
(given that he was ill treated by his own mother) hence she delivered
his poster colours to him. that is rubbish. how can you make another
person responsible for your own life/happiness/career?
that's why i didnt like him. but.................. he made such sacrifice.
you may say that in real life, no one makes life sacrifices for his/her
love, but i think there is lor...... sucker right?
so ya. this is the end of my korean vcd days.. i dont want to cry anymore.